Sunday, August 28, 2011

give me the chance to love you, i'll tell you the only reason why.

Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever solid and durable happiness there is in our lives. 
~ C. S. Lewis

It's been a while since I last blogged.  I can admit that the reason I didn't post was mostly due to the fact that I didn't really have much to say.  I worked all the time so I didn't go out all the much (which I don't like, but it's over now so what can you do).  However, today was my last shift so I have time to write something.

And I do have something to say.  Over the course of this summer, I've come to realize important lessons. One such lesson is this: love is unconditional.  If you love someone, they can never do anything that will stop you from loving them.  It's a concept that I knew existed but other than my family I hadn't experienced it for myself.  But now, I've come to realize that my love for a person is unconditional.  I've realized that at the end of the day, there is absolutely nothing this person could do that would turn me away from him.  He makes me happier than I have ever been.  He makes me believe that anything is possible and that together we make things work.  It sounds far-fetched, but in my heart I know that things could work.  It doesn't always have to be difficult.  I know that I love him as I will forever, and I know that he loves me in turn.  And so, I am happy.

That's all I really have to say right now.  I would elaborate further, but I feel as thought no one truly understands how this feels nor do they care.  So for now, I wish you the best.  I'm not sure when I'll post again; I'm moving away at the end of the month. Until then, take care.

- Lo