stop.

Note to self:
Just stop. STOP. Cut it out already.
It's not about being perfect.
It's not about saying the right thing.
Just learn to say see you later, stop asking if you'll talk later, stop.
Stop being confusing.
Just, for goodness sakes, cut it out.
Say what you're thinking, not what'll make others happy.
Learn to pay attention.
Stop getting flustered.
Just LISTEN.
Learn how to transition from quiet to a normal day.  It's really not hard, so figure it out.
And for God's sake, stop causing arguments every goddamn day. It's not rocket science.
Just be a normal person. It's not hard. Stop worrying so much and being an idiot.
You're just being a stupid fool.  Pull it together before you screw up worse.

...or maybe, you are just that stupid.  Why won't you learn?  What is wrong with you that you can't get it through your head?

Love always,

- Lo